Hope

by knowing you so well. or so i tot. reading all these things really make me think that i'm being dumb to hang on. things will never be the same again. now i und why is the 4th time will never happen again. good bye.  -my status update.

to whom it may concern, most probably the person will understand himself. to those who doesn't knows, then just let it be.

I told someone that I was heart broken because of a false hope. but the person ask me, "what is real hope then?" I thought about it. I guess I was speechless. To think about it, my this-so-called 'false' hope was actually a real hope last time - before it turn false. So ya, I think it's just a 'PAST' hope. cause whatever is it, its the past. Things has moved on and its time for me to move on also. Lingering around here will not help me heal any part of it. Its just like opening the wound again and again. It is just making it worst.

this what I see - a long road with no ending to it

Some time I thought I am strong. As I've said, it's just a thought. I'm not strong at all. In the end I realize I couldn't faced it myself. When I saw, I turned away. I'm running away from it hoping its not trailing behind. My final say. IT'S OVER. Putting an ending to it.  It will not be back again. No point.

To all who have read this. Don't ask me about it. It's over. To those who know what I'm talking about then I guess you will understand this post. To others, I'm just blabbering.

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