Sunday, September 19, 2010

Am I still in a dream.?

I guess most of you guys watch Inception right.?
Something similiar happened the other day when I was taking an evening nap. *as usual, being lazy!*
When I woke up I was freaking confused. LOST in another word. X.X


(dream world----)
I walk pass a room in my Ipoh house (downstairs room, guest room). Then I saw B inside the room.. I reversed and looked into the room. (at that moment I know I was dreaming so, it's nothing much.. As we all know in dream world anything is possible).

B called me into the room, I when in and ask him "what are you doing here?" he answered, "I have some problem I cant go home so I came and stay here".. Then I thought, B is from KL, why would he come and stay at my place which is like so far away.. AND, why would my mum even let him in, my mum doesn't know him.. at the mean time, B kept telling me this is not a dream. He kept repeating it, that this is not a dream. It's reality.. But I cant believe it, I when out of them room, then I saw my main door is not lock, then more confused I became, (knowing my mum so well, she will not let the main door unlock. NEVER not even short moment). I  locked the door.

Suddenly mum shout my name, I when upstair, then she ask me hang the clothes to dry.. then I refuse to do it, knowing its a dream. Then my mum scold me, "what are you waiting for.? dreaming aa.?"..  more confused I am now.. in my mind, I AM DREAMING.. BUT why is everyone telling me I'm NOT dreaming.???? horrible feeling.. conflict!!.

I when back downstairs, I saw B is still in the room (hoping he is gone, cause I cant believe my own eyes) But he was still there, I when in the room again. This time I saw him crying. He still kept telling me I'm not dreaming.. but I denied and say I AM DREAMING..

I slapped myself to know see whether am I dreaming or not.. But even I felt a little pain but I couldn't justify whether am I dreaming or not.. cause there was just a mild pain..

B stopped me from slapping myself.. and re-convince me and told me to call his phone..then I will know that I'm not dreaming... (he is using a white slide phone with silver lining, which is SO NOT HIM).. I told him I'm dreaming. everything is not in place.. it's impossible for him to use that phone and my mum leaving the door open.. He insisted that I call his phone.. I gave in and called his phone..


Then when his phone rings..

SUDDENLY...  he transformed into a lil girl.. (those fairy/witch/Peterpan type of lil girl)... the girl started to laugh and laugh.. laughing at my stupidity.. (it was scary wei at that moment, WTH!!! I was in total SHOCK!!)

After that I woke up.. waken by my phone.. Joshua messaged me regarding dinner.. but even after I woke up, I was still in a confusion state of whether was I dreaming or what..

(back to reality.....----)

It's scary cause I always think that by slapping yourself, you will know whether you are dreaming anot.. BUT this is not the way it is this time. People around me kept telling me I'm not dreaming.. When I know I am.. This is a HORRIBLE feeling.. emotional unstable.. ><|| I dint know what to think that time.


2 comments:

luckily joshua text you,otherwise ur secret stolen by somebody...scary~

or not i wonder what will that "lil girl" do to me.. eeewwww... damn scary.. rawrrr...

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