Monday, November 23, 2009

it ends today. dedicated to you.

 I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if u leave me
But I do do feel
That I do do will
Miss u much
Miss u much

I can see the first leafs falling
It's all yellow and nice
It's so very cold outside
Like the way I'm feeling inside

Outside it's no raining
And tears are falling from my eyes
Why did it have to happen
Why did it all have to end

I have your arms around me
Warm like fire
But when I open my eyes......
Your gone
this is how i'm feeling inside. eventho you are not the one that leave me. i left you. sorry. i was the one who started everything. and i'm the one who crushed everything. i hate myself for this. yes, call me stupid call me naive. i made the wrong choice. nothing can turn back time. i wish you well and thanks for the memories and all that you have thought me. 

the sky is cold and cloudy.
it's not raining neither it's hot.
it's just a piece of grey sky.
that's how i'm feeling now.
i have no feeling anymore. i'm NUMB.
but i'm fine.
it's my call, it;s my fault.
tears roll down cause i do love you.
but we are not meant to be.
we are 2 different person is 2 different world.
hopefully i made the right choice.
mayb i din't
it hurt.

i shall be single and not available for sometime.
not making any stupid move for being playful and naive.
no drastic decision any more.

6months from the beginning.
it's over.
edward loh chung leng.


Sunday, November 22, 2009


going back last weekend has awaken me again.
that the fact, life aint that happening anymore.
the people that we use to grow up with has grew up and left for a different path.
each of us has our own life to lead, our own battle to fight.
we do not exist in each others life as much as we use to.
i'm trying to get to use to it. 
i can ignore it but it's disturbing.
i do miss you always.
dont ask me why.
it's just that all of you has taken apart of me when u leave.
we do not talk as much as we use to.
we do not call each other anymore.
we do not see each other anymore.
life is so saddening.
this comes and go.
the last weekend i had the best time of my life.
eventho i had nothing to do but to sit and drink everyday.
but i met them. people whom i truly feel comfortable with.
i need not to put on a mask.
they do not judge me. they do not complain for who i am.
all the times we had together remains as the most wonderful memories of my life. the best times ever.
now everything is just ashes that being slowly blown away by the wind.
soon, everything is GONE.
i need a new life.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Come Back To Me.

suddenly Eric Khor make me listen to Utada's song. i still loves her songs. 

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Saturday, November 14, 2009

Interesting questions. I believe this will keep u occupied for some time. haha.

  1. Is the main reason Santa is so jolly is because he knows where all the  bad girls live?
  2. If someone with multiple personalities threatens to kill himself, is it considered a hostage situation?
  3. Is there another word for synonym?
  4. What do you do when you see an endangered animal eating an endangered plant?
  5. Would a fly without wings be called a walk?
  6. If a turtle doesn't have a shell, is he homeless or naked?
  7. Why don't sheep shrink when it rains?
  8. Can vegetarians eat animal crackers?
  9.  Is it true that cannibals don't eat clowns because they taste funny?
  10. One nice thing about egotists: they don't talk about other people.
  11. Do infants enjoy infancy as much as adults enjoy adultery?
  12. How is it possible to have a civil war?
  13. If one synchronized swimmer drowns, do the rest drown too?
  14. If you ate pasta and antipasta, would you still be hungry?
  15. If you try to fail, and succeed, which have you done?
  16. Whose cruel idea was it for the word "Lisp" to have a "S" in it?
  17. Why is it called tourist season if we can't shoot at them?
  18. Why is the alphabet in that order? Is it because of that song? I know why the numbers are in this order but not the alphabet:-)
  19. If the "blackbox" flight recorder is never damaged during a plane crash, why isn't the whole damn airplane made out of that stuff?
  20. Who was the first person to look at a cow and say, "I think I'll squeeze these dangly things here, and drink whatever comes out"?
  21. Or watch a white thing come out a chicken rear and think, "that ought to taste good" 
  22. Why do toasters always have a setting that burns toast to a horrible crisp which no decent human being would ever eat?
  23. Why is there a light in the fridge and not one in the freezer?
  24. Can a hearse carrying a corpse drive in the carpool lane?
  25. If the professor on Gilligan's Island can make a radio out of coconut, why can't he fix a hole in a boat?
  26. Why do people point to their wrist when asking for the time, but don't point to their crotch when they ask where the bathroom is?
  27. Why does your OB-GYN leave the room when you get undressed if they are going to look up there anyway?
  28. Why does Goofy stand erect while Pluto remains on all fours? They're both dogs!
  29. What do you call male ballerinas?
  30. Can blind people see their dreams
  31. Why is a person that handles your money called a 'Broker'?
  32. If quizzes are quizzical, what are tests?
  33. Why is it that when someone tells you that there are over a billion stars in the universe, you believe them, but if there is a "wet paint" sign somewhere, you have to touch it to make sure?
  34. If electricity comes from electrons, does morality come from morons?
  35. Do illiterate people get the full effect of alphabet soup?
  36. Why do they call it an 'asteroid' when it's outside the hemisphere, but call it a 'hemorrhoid' when it's inside your ass?
  37. Did you ever notice that when you blow in a dog's face, he gets mad at you, but when you take him on a car ride, he sticks his head out the window?
  38. Is it good if a vacuum really sucks? 
  39. Why is the third hand on the watch called the second hand? 
  40. If a word is misspelled in the dictionary, how would we ever know? 
  41. If Webster wrote the first dictionary, where did he find the words? 
  42. Why do we say something is out of whack? What is a whack? 
  43. Why does "slow down" and "slow up" mean the same thing? 
  44. Why does "fat chance" and "slim chance" mean the same thing?
  45. Why are they called "stands" when they are made for sitting?
  46. Why is it called "after dark" when it really is "after light"?
  47. Doesn't "expecting the unexpected" make the unexpected expected?
  48. Why are a "wise man" and a "wise guy" opposites?
  49. Why do "overlook" and "oversee" mean opposite things?
  50. Why is "phonics" not spelled the way it sounds?
  51. If work is so terrific, why do they have to pay you to do it?
  52. If all the world is a stage, where is the audience sitting?
  53. If love is blind, why is lingerie so popular?
  54. If you are cross-eyed and have dyslexia, can you read all right?
  55. Why is bra singular and panties plural?
  56. Why do you press harder on the buttons of a remote control when you know the batteries are dead?
  57. Why do we put suits in garment bags and garments in a suitcase? 
  58. How come abbreviated is such a long word?
  59. Why do we wash bath towels? Aren't we clean when we use them?
  60. Why doesn't glue stick to the inside of the bottle?
  61. Why do they call it a TV set when you only have one?
  62. Christmas is weird. What other time of the year do you sit in front of a dead tree and eat candy out of your socks?
  63. Can you cry under water?
  64. How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered?
  65. If money doesn't grow on trees then why do banks have branches?
  66. Since bread is square, then why is sandwich meat round?
  67. Why do you have to "put your two cents in".. but it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to?
  68. Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity?
  69. Why does a round pizza come in a square box?
  70. What disease did cured ham actually have?
  71. How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage?
  72. Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours?
  73. If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing?
  74. If you drink Pepsi at work in the Coke factory, will they fire you?
  75. Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV?
  76. Why do people pay to go up tall buildings & then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground?
  77. How come we choose from just two people for President and fifty for Miss America?
  78. Why do doctors leave the room while you change? They're going to see you naked anyway.
  79. If a 911 operator has a heart attack, whom does he/she call?
  80. Why do toasters always have a setting that burns the toast to a horrible crisp, which no decent human being would eat?
  81. When your photo is taken for your driver's license, why do they tell you to smile? If you are stopped by the police and asked for your license, are you going to be smiling?
  82. If corn oil is made from corn, and vegetable oil is made from vegetables, what is baby oil made from?
  83. Is Disney World the only people trap operated by a mouse?
  84. Do the Alphabet song and Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star have the same tune?
  85. Why did you just try singing the two songs above? "I confess I did" lol.
  86. Why do they call a person with red hair a "carrot top"? Carrot top is green!
  87. Why do they call it a boxing ring when it is a square?
  88. Why do they call it "jumbo shrimp"? How can something be big and small?
  89. Why is it called a pair of pants when there is only one?

Interesting Lawss.

in the end. this is my post. haha. i find it very interesting la..
  • Law of Mechanical Repair: After your hands become coated with grease your nose will begin to itch or you'll have to pee 
  • Law of the Workshop: Any tool, when dropped, will roll to the least accessible corner.
  • Law of Probability: The probability of being watched is directly proportional to the stupidity of your act.
  • Law of the Telephone: When you dial a wrong number, you never get a busy signal.
  • Law of the Alibi: If you tell the boss you were late for work because you had a flat tire, the very next morning you will have a flat tire.
  • Variation Law: If you change lines (or traffic lanes), the one you were in will start to move faster than the one you are in now. (works every time)
  • Bath Theorem: When the body is fully immersed in water, the telephone rings.
  • Law of Close Encounters: The probability of meeting someone you know increases when you are with someone you don't want to be seen with.
  • Law of the Result: When you try to prove to someone that a machine won't work, it will.
  • Law of Biomechanics: The severity of the itch is inversely proportional to the reach.
  • Theatre Rule: At any event, the people whose seats are furthest from the aisle arrive last.
  • Law of Coffee: As soon as you sit down to a cup of hot coffee, your boss will ask you to do something which will last until the coffee is cold.
  • Murphy's Law of Lockers: If there are only two people in a locker room, they will have adjacent lockers.
  • Law of Dirty Rugs/Carpets: The chances of an open-faced jelly sandwich landing face down on a floor covering are directly correlated to the newness and cost of the carpet/rug.
  • Law of Location: No matter where you go, there you are.
  • Law of Logical Argument: Anything is possible if you don't know what you are talking about.
  • Brown's Law: If the shoe fits, it's really ugly.
  • Oliver's Law: A closed mouth gathers no feet.
  • Wilson's Law: As soon as you find a product that you really like, they will stop making it.
  • Law of Chinese Restaurants: If you are the ONLY customer sitting in a Chinese restaurant when the next person comes in the hostess will seat him/her right next to you.

New Look.

Finally, i've updated my blog's look.
It looked more simple now. but i find it quite boring. but nvm. we'll see la. =)

i do a few more posting later. now i'll need to continue to try to make this page look a little more interesting.

so be patient and wait for the update.. =)

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

i'm addicted to this guy. CAPRICE.

Wednesday, November 4, 2009


Finally i decided to update my blog.
Here, the picture above is my new found friend that i've name it, JEREMY. it's actually because Mei suddenly thought of 3 names that starts with J and it rhythms. JIMMY. JEREMY. JAYMIE. (since there's three octopus). haha. so mine is JEREMY, Mei's is JIMMY and Calyn's JAYMIE. (the octopus comel kan.??)


nothing much happen lately. (the truth - alot things happened until i dont know where to start, lol)

But one MAIN thing that had past is.. MEAN MACHINES 2009.
the long awaited event is once again over. It was a great minus the fact that we all got so stressed up, MC hates me, people scold us cause some ugly car won. alot of thing la.. but the MAIN point is, no one can denies, WE ALL HAD GREAT FUN. (dont you dare deny!)

Ninja Me!