Tuesday, July 28, 2009


envy over girl who got a rich husband/boyfriend.
i always say that i want a rich husband.
*cakap only. takde aksi*
i see alot of girls with rich husband/boyfriend.
they life a good life.
they give her money to spend, take her to travel, feed her.
give everything she ever wanted.
but is it a good thing.?
i dont know..
when i'm feeling poor,
the only think that comes into my mind is..
why am i rich.?
as in why nobody want to give me money to spend.?
*being materialistic for a moment*
i believe everyone also hope to sit at home and wait for money to drop from sky and grow from trees..
thats my everyday dream.


Sunday, July 26, 2009


i felt so sorry for my housemates but i doesn't know what else to do but to blast my speakers.
only the blasting music can take thing off my mind.
i screw things up and i'm not happy with it.
i did my mistake.
i said the wrong things.
once again.
things are not going my way..
aku cuma mau dimanja.

Thursday, July 23, 2009


kena banned......

Saturday, July 18, 2009

i'm eating kacang puteh but english dont feel like kacang puteh to me...
(you know people normally say, "kacang puteh only la." means very easy only.)
but now i really feel english is torturing me..
i dont know how to write the report..
it's easy..
but i dont know how to phrase it.

Friday, July 17, 2009

live well, laugh often, love much.

Thursday, July 16, 2009

just to complain.

let me tell you. i guess is either nowadays lecturers (include tutors) are just THAT bad or is just UTAR hire bad lecturers & tutors. no doubt there's some REAL good lecturers & tutors but there are those REAL terrible ones.

this sem i have a few of them. . they are not helping at all. i was suppose to be ultra hardworking pushing thru to get a BETTER grades and get a better CGPA.

but.. you see.

Lecturer 1.
She never appear to class for week 1 & 2 's lecture. came in week 3, 4 and 5. dissapear for week 6 & 7. the main point is. (not that we 'love' class so much) every time she cancel class she NEVER inform us. we always appear sat in class an wait. and the weeks that she came, she came in late and left early. dint replaced any of the classes. damn du-lan. (point: NOT THAT WE WANT TO ATTENT HER CLASS BADLY)

Tutor 1.
his class is on wednesday MORNING 8am. bersusah payah wake up attend his class and listen to him telling his stories until 9 am and class dismiss at 9.30 am. we dont do much and i'm not complaining to the fact that we are not doing much. but i'm complaining that this man... is a DAMN SACARSTIC man. he tell us things right to our face. (some of you must be thinking, ok what being straight forward.) but. let me tell you what he says...

"if you are 20years old and you are still a virgin, there must be something wrong with you."
"this girl can do it why can anyone of you do it." ( just because she did the presentation slide for the presentation which was due 5 weeks later. refering to 1 out of 'atleast' 200 student. )
"the son's teacher always say my son, 'neh, the most handsome one.'"
"...many more..."

sad right. every morning go his class... kena...

Tutor 2.
malay lady. (i memang dont really favor malay lady teaching) she was ok. but she like to show those ANNOYED face to the class. giving funny stares.. "JULING-JULING" and she say the reason she is teaching is because she love to teach. but today. i doubt her statement. when she was explaining the class was alil noisy. then i guess she got annoyed then she was like, " ok, next question." the one of my classmate when and ask, "---something about the previous question, question4----" then she was like.. "i dont know. now we discuss question 5." sigh~ lady o malay lady.

else than these 3.. the rest is ok la.. i have a few good ones also. so.. dont complain so much la..
just let it be. and


Monday, July 13, 2009

something to say, but too much to say. not knowing where to start.

i just wanna write but i doesn't know what to write. there's alot of things that is running thru my mind right now.
i felt so much like a walking library.
i'm calling my self 'perpustakaan' today.
too much happening and i dont know where to start and what's the PROBLEM.
(problem is not necessarily a negative thing. it can be POSITIVE as well.)
just too much things to think about..
too much information to process.

life o life.
why are you so complicated.?
there's too much that i dont wanna miss out.
but time is so limited.

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

sometime i'm envy of them.

i just loves her.
she is a lady-boy.
and her name is Nong Poy.
*thanks to Vincent Tan, introduced to me. *
she is like so cute. lol.
i'm not crazy or what la..
it's just that she is like so CUTE.
=) cheers and enjoy k.?

Monday, July 6, 2009

1 of 7 deadly sins. ENVY.

Pride is excessive belief in one's own abilities, that interferes with the individual's recognition of the grace of God. It has been called the sin from which all others arise. Pride is also known as Vanity.

Envy is the desire for others' traits, status, abilities, or situation.

Gluttony is an inordinate desire to consume more than that which one requires.

Lust is an inordinate craving for the pleasures of the body.

Anger is manifested in the individual who spurns love and opts instead for fury. It is also known as Wrath.

Greed is the desire for material wealth or gain, ignoring the realm of the spiritual. It is also called Avarice or Covetousness.

Sloth is the avoidance of physical or spiritual work.



What it is: Envy is the desire for others' traits, status, abilities, or situation.

Why you do it: Because other people are so much luckier, smarter, more attractive, and better than you.

Your punishment in Hell will be: You'll be put in freezing water.

Associated symbols & suchlike: Envy is linked with the dog and the color green.

Envy (also called invidiousness) may be defined as an emotion that "occurs when a person lacks another’s [perceived] superior quality, achievement, or possession and either desires it or wishes that the other lacked it."[1] It can also derive from a sense of low self-esteem that results from an upward social comparison threatening a person's self image: another person has something that the envier considers to be important to have. If the other person is perceived to be similar to the envier, the aroused envy will be particularly intense, because it signals to the envier that it just as well could have been he or she who had the desired object.



i have "the something" for guys in shirt.!
OMG, they are like so HOT.

Thursday, July 2, 2009

a tribute to Jan

today we talked about the past.
when the boyfriend is busy with their assignments,
we would come out for a yam cha session.
normally at MM.
you will order your all time favorite, paprik sotong.
eventhou you are allergic to sea food but you still love them.
you and mei will go on talking about vincent and lap mun.
just go on complaining.
then you both will tell me, "when you have a boy will understand our feelings"
i'll just laugh and say, "wait until i have my boy, i will join you people"
but that day dint come.
when i finally have one.
you are no longer here to laugh and talk about it any more.
just a few days before you left, i was suppose to celebrate your birthday with you.
but i was caught up with my assignment.
again i told you, i will find you yam cha another day.
sorry i am busy.
but that day will never come.
i regretted.
i miss you girl.

to janice saw.

Ninja Me!