Thursday, April 30, 2009

i'm sorry that i've abandoned this place for SO LONG.
i wil be back soon!
after my finals.
stay tuned.!

Wednesday, April 22, 2009


i wan to complain to (who-so-ever who produce MAGGIE mee) dy.
the price increased but quantity decreased.
makan macam tak makan.
how sad.!!

today i was craving for Maggie mee, so i when and cook one packet.
mana tau. damn little wei.
feed cat also tak cukup makan.
how pity.!!

ooo. Maggie o Maggie.
why la you make me so sad.
i wanted to eat you so much.
but you dint taste that good today.

pemikiran cetek.

"ha si wa uu ce pak ban, wo ai chu-eh seh ii, wo ai che pu-ey ki."
*(not sure what 'pak ban' means, but i guess is MILLION) if i have 1million, i wan to get 'yi lai'/bini, and sit aeroplane.
so, it goes like,*

this is how 'cetek' my housemate's brain.

you see.
people with 1 MILLION will mastermind a great plan to make more money out of the money or do better investment right.
but my beloved housemate say, he wan to get a second wife and sit aeroplane.

me & Mei find it so funny cause he just suddenly phrase those words out.
then both of us stunt and started laughing and say we gonna blog about this.!! haha.
with his facial expression all..
damn funny wei!


my phone is alive.
no 'transplant' made.
but i plan to change it's 'heart'
but it gonna cost me RM180.
terasa poor.
hmmm... hoping mama will pay.

so close.
coming monday.
paper 1!

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

my beloved C902 is in the 'operation theater' now.
crossing my finger hoping it could be saved.
just now the 'doctor' called.
mayb need 'organ' transplant.

1308, 220409

i just woke up.
wanting to start studying.
but hungry.
so i ate 1Apollo, 1'bingbingmieguo', & 1Iko biscuit.
ate dy. tummy still . . . . .
but not content.
hmmm.. but still need to study.
GAMBATEH.! *odd*
i need to study study STUDY.!! STUDY!!
(i still haven found my Law Statues, COMPANY LAW yet. how la..!! how to bring in examination hall... whole topic flung lo~~feel like crying)-

before i switch to my study mode. let me write this.

a spoiled GPS in our context actually refers to ..someone who cannot show direction..
a CONFIDENT spoiled GPS normally will be mis-judge as a functioning GPS.
cause - they will still show you the way eventho they not THAT sure. they will just bring you round a round the bush and then they will start calling their contacts when they found that their lost.
a SPOILED GPS (not so confident) one will not show the way. cause 'takut sesat' but they know the way when they sees it. yet they are SO not good at directing.
when the CONFIDENT spoiled GPS combined with the SPOILED GPS. they make a good collaboration. cause - one will say, "i think is this way la." then another one will tell, "we go this way" .. so.. it solves the problem. lol.

BEST SOLUTION : go get a GOOD GPS system.
i actually do find this writeup LAME. lol.


all passed EMO.

i'm sorry for all the EMO post that flood up my blog.
i'll try to be more OPTIMIST soon.
so wait.

Friday, April 17, 2009

if things were this simple,
i would say yes.
things wasn't this simple.
we shall let it be this way.
and MOVE ON.
khatrine lim will move on.
she wont drop another tears as she promised.
HE will also move on.
continue =)

damn random!! haha.



check out the colour.
cute huh! BABY PINK + BABY BLUE.
.wai keong & khat.

dinner today was LONG we (me. mei.vince. vic. kyean) when out at 7.30pm and came home at bout 11.30pm.
we when for dinner at 21st then for ice cream at Lucky.

*actually i not in mood to write any blog now. what ever i write is dull.
so, mayb i should continue later or what. sigh!*

still emo-

actually today i was kinda happy.
had a nice day.
spent time with someone.
it was happy then.
but things turn bad again after dinner.
i dont know.
just that person knows what happen la.
AND DIGI is not helping.
my system down. WTH.!
ok ok .
i just wan to see that person back in kampar by tues.
thats all.

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

i should stand firm on my decision.
sometime things should develop slowly.
when you try to force it.
the feeling sux.
i've been thinking whole night.
mayb i should just stand firm.
and let time lead the way.
i'm sorry.
i should let so and do not try holding on anymore.
you must at least learn how to love yourself before you love others.
hold on my baby.
you know who you are.
you know what i'm talking about.

i'm think i hurt someone again.

.xiang tai duo.

you walked away.


I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever come around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

this song sang all i meant to say.
this post purely dedicated to you.
i just dont know wad to say anymore.
i'm just worried for everything thats happening.
i couldn't find you now.
i worried to tears.
i promised not to cry anymore.
this is not helping.
i could not love you but it doesn't mean i dont care.
i do have my frustrations.
i do have my patience.
i've tried everything i could.
by force or by love.
it dont work.
please come back.
please dont run away.
by u not answering my calls just get me more worried.
i have no idea what would you do.
i hope that u dint broke your promises.
you know who you are.
you walked away today.
i'm dedicating this all to you.

We are the champions - my friends
And well keep on fighting - till the end -
We are the champions -
We are the champions
No time for losers
cause we are the champions - of the world -

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

i'm SAD.
it makes me cry.
i'm not a cry baby.
but :
- Daniel moving. *it makes me sad!VERY*
- Things happened to HIM. *i cared too much i guessed!*
- Thought about someone, "Never say you are alone when i'm still alive!" but now can i say that, because you are gone. JANICE, i miss you. i'm sorry!.

the thoughts.
it makes me cry.
it hard not to care.

Sunday, April 12, 2009

when you say nothing at all.

It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word you can light up the dark
Try as I may I can never explain
What I hear when you don't say a thing

The smile on your face let's me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me wherever I fall
You say it best, when you say nothing at all

All day long I can hear people talking out loud (oh�)
But when you hold me near (oh, hold me near)
You drown out the crowd (drown out crowd)
Try as they may, they can never defy
What's been said between your heart and mine

The smile on your face let me know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me wherever I fall
You say it best, when you say nothing at all�oh

Oh, the smile on your face let's I know that you need me
There's a truth in your eyes saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says you'll catch me wherever I fall
You say it best, when you say nothing at all

You say it best, when you say nothing at all
You say it best, when you say nothing at all
(The smile on your face)
You say it best, when you say nothing at all
(The truth in your eyes)
(The touch of your hand)
You say it best, when you say nothing at all
(Let me know that you need me)
You say it best, when you say nothing at all (nothing at all)
You say it best, when you say nothing at all (nothing at all)
You say it best, when you say nothing at all (nothing at all)

this song just started to play again and again in my mind.
i also dont know.
been in dilemma for the passed few days.
*to those who concerned*
i guess you know wad i meant.

pass as a certified toilet cleaner.


As you can see from the above, it is clear that i've passed as a

why do i say so...
for the first time in my life i clean the bathroom myself. as in the whole bathroom myself. MYSELF. from washing the toilet bowl to the sink to the shower place.. and the wall + door. i did it myself. i'm so proud to say so. haha. it's not that my roommate don't wan to help. but it's just that i say i wan to wash myself. FUN kononnya. =S so, in the end i was in the bathroom cleaning for almost an hour. about. 55MINUTES. lol. i was happy with the result and i said, "i think a, next time i can go jadi tukang cuci tandas dy." haha. if one fine day, i graduate and no one hires me, i shall just so wash public toilets. haha.
now my bathroom is perfectly clean. (not so perfect la. still got hair around)
it's CLEAN.

Saturday, April 11, 2009

i was thinking. . .

khatrine lim left alot of things in life neglected.
people whom i use to care and love has changed.
has i not appreciated the moments we had together.
from "we have alot things to talk bout day and night." became "hi, bye friend."
sometime it's not easy to cope thru this but, when we go thru different path of our life, things tend to change tremendously.
have i really moved on and forget my pass totally.?
but sometime i do turn back and 'peep'. looking at them, thinking if i were still there.
but i wonder do you guys does the same. do i still have a place in your heart.?
sometime memories are hard to take away.
things are so called 'erased' but there's still stains.
every step i take. the more i walked. the more i learned.
each time i raise my feet it's not that simple.
i bear the risk that things might be better or worst.
people that i used to be with 2 years ago are not the people i'm with today.
things are not the same any more.
only i know what i'm thinking.
and people whom i really close with understand what i've gone thru.~
sometime i really do wonder.

do you guys ever turned back and 'peep'.?

one did i know. he remembered me. today i know he still reads my blog and i still do drop by your blog even after things that happened to us. and your friends. i wonder do the rest is..

life is short and precious.

"oops. i think i stepped on a hermit crab!"
"oh no! i cycled over a little tree.!! i heard the 'krakkk~' sound!"
"argh.!! i killed a baby flower.!"
.. .... .. ... ..
we when on an adventourest trip to the un-developed site of UTAR. and to the park. and i think i stepped/cycled over many little-"est" life.
.. .... .. ... ..

this morning we left house at 10+ AM. we when to the gym. for 10.45 gym session. so after gym is 12.45 lo. then we when Tesco. JALAN-JALAN. then ontheway back. we passed UTAR then vince say wan go 'explore' the un-developed part of UTAR. hence, we when. under the BLAZING HOT sun. but. the place was very pretty and GREEN. lol. we took alot pictures there also. *the cycling trip into that area wasn't easy. it felt like we are doing 'extreme cycling'. we was cycling on sand and grass. so it was bumpy and hard to MOVE. and kinda sloppy. haha. after that, we when to the Westlake Park. there was a playground in it. due to the BLAZING HOT sun, i when and hide in the slide. however so, we had a great FUN day.

*to those who have my Facebook, you can click here to view the pictures. .. . due to the fact that my phone DIED, i just have to depend on Mei's phone. haha.*

i'm hungry~

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

common situation - UP TO YOU LA.`

Monday, April 6, 2009


life's been a real up and down in 2009.
nothing much that i would love to remember.
but it will all remained as memories.
deep kept memories.
something that i will bring to the end of my life.

things like i dropped my phone into jamban, my lappie kena virus and shutdown straight away. my M2 gone missing.. bla bla bla.. many things happened.
but nothing to be compared to all the death news that usher me through my 2009.

before the arrival of 2009,
on Dec 2, my brother passed away. he is not my biological brother but he is my cousin brother whom i've lived with for many year. memories with him. everything is still so fresh in my mind.

few months back, mum called and tell me that my neighbour's grandpa, kung kung, passed away. althought i'm not close to him but he is a man whom i always remember as a very strong man. at the elderly age, he still can go out for morning walk everyday until he fall ill.

this is a dog name Scooby. he dint die but i guess i'm the one who is responsible for his dead. we actually brought him to the clinic and put him to "sleep". we had no choice because he bites. we loves him alot and he dont bite us at least. but he bites passer-by and so.. so. before the MPK works with their riffle, we rather we put him to "sleep" and we buried him. i miss him walking me to bus stop. wait for me to aboard the bus then he go home. and also those time where he will accompany us walk out for dinner then he waits patiently across the road then follow us home. he is a good dog. he is my boy.

on March 12, 2 of my friends, Janice and Mun passed away. in a tragic accident. althought i'm not THAT very close to Mun but i think i'm kinda close to Janice. She is one lovable lucky girl that me and Mei always envy. Her life is almost perfect, almost. there's things she doesn't have but she is lucky to have many other things and peoples in her life. there's a greatest regret in me that i will never have a chance to celebrate her birthday with her anymore. one week before the accident, it was her birthday. i was too caught up with my assignment and i dint even bother to spare a few hours to met her. now today i dont even have a chance to do so. i miss her voice, i miss her i miss everything about her actually. i miss her calling Mei "huan zhu" i miss typing msg with Mei phone, typing to her as "poo toh" and alot more stuff. i remember when we always come out yam cha and she and Mei will always complaint about their boyfriend. and they will always tell me u will never understand because you dont have a boyfriend yet. then we made a promise that, "next time when Khat have a boy then we will come out and talk about our boy." but when i finally has it. she's gone. i'm sorry i dint spend more time with u.

last night, mum called me and inform me that, ping-ye poh poh passed away. she is my grandma's sister. she was diagnos with bone cancer few years back. i'm not so close to her but she is a very nice lady. i met her every new year and she talk to me. she and her daughther is very sweet. the last time i met her was during cny. i when to her house. she came out and greet us. i thought she was recovering. but after that, she feel down and broke her bones. she undergo operations and then she passed away.

life is like so fragile. they can just leave u anytime. you does not know what tomorrow brings. it might be great as well as terrible. love everyday and everyone. i think i will need to learn to appreciate everyone and everything in my life today. so, when i lose it tomorrow, i shall not regret.

i found my M2 already.

topic : has getting pregnant and married became a trend/norm in the society today.

LOL. my latest obsessed question to ask:- have you ever thought what will you do if u ever made someone pregnant / what will you do if you are pregnant. ??

answer to this question can never be found anywhere YET.

somehow. . . people nowadays seem to like. "aiyah, pregnant dy a.? get married lo."
friends will come and tell. "i'm getting married next month and being a father soon."
it like so SO SO normal to them it's like NOTHING.

to me, it's like. what happen to what people used to say last time. "marriage is a whole life happiness thing." (you know la last time those aunty/uncle scared you marry the wrong man/woman) but now it's like pregnant then married. married then divorce ... (i dont wan enter into divorce story yet. so SKIP!) then. . last time people wan to get married they will like propose then plan.. plan engagement party, bachelor party, honeymoon.. etc.etc.etc ... but now, people only need to like. "OH, i'm pregnant. next month we get married. next week go take wedding picture. bla bla bla bla.." but.... (sigh! i also dont know what to say!) WHY WHY WHY ... why people so easily 'terbiak' .... technology today SO ADVANCE. USE CONDOMS LA. very cheap only ma.... ( i mean got cheap to expensive range de ma ) i so dont UNDERSTAND la. mayb in future ENGAGEMENT = PREGNANCY.

actually still got alot question de. but i gave up typing. haha. it's just something you can see everyday, everywhere.

Ninja Me!